maybe..baby i'm in love with you..

My cold heart, all of a sudden,
seems to have melted because you came into my life.
And without even knowing, my heart was filled. 

Whenever I return home,
I remember you.
In my heart, you’re there.
Since I’ve known you…

Maybe, you’re the one.
Maybe, perhaps…
Maybe, you are the soulmate
I’ve been waiting for.

Maybe, it is true.
You were always so close
That’s why I didn’t know.
Baby, I’m in love with you

I hope that I’m not too late.
Hope that you’ll understand
that I’ve realized it now.

I know it’s too late…
I know it’s late now..
But….
This heart won’t be shaken again.

Maybe, it is true.
You were always so close
that I didn’t recognize you.
Baby I’m in love with you.

heartless

This is the first i'm posting a blog by using a mobile phone...
I'm feel sad..
Sad because of something and someone..
if you have follow my weibo,you will knew what had happen...
arr...i'm mulling about my future..
where is my future..where am I gonna go??
I'm feeling blur about it...
Should I go to genting??
Should I leave the home?
Should I give up everything at my home town?
I'm don't know.
arr...but my first choice is leaving this place
I want live in my own way..
Perhaps,i should keep all the things
i know I truly love him..
But how about him?
He love me??
I don't know....
I'm feel tired to my life..
Family,friend,lover...
I'm feel disappointed to all this relationship...
There are meaningless to me...
God,
What should I do?

Miss A Suzy ! :) on Twitpic

Miss A Suzy ! :) on Twitpic 他是我的榜樣

hmmnn.......

最近。。
雖然發生了很多不愉快的事情
朋友的
家人的
甚至是感情。。
很多感情就好像愛情。。
我都覺得，我沒有遺憾了。。
那一天。。
我表白了。。向他表白了
12月14日。。
我會永遠記得的。。。
他，是不可能接受我。
我也不可能和他一起。
因為他已經有另一半了
但是，我只是想把自己的心意告訴他。
我很開心。
但是，我會告訴自己
你。。不是我的。。
我也不是你的。。
我會停止自己對你的感情，因為當初我只給自己到考完試的那一天
那一天就是期限。
那天只后，我不會再喜歡你了。。。=)
hahahaha...


最近，和另一個他都有時常聊天。。
別誤會，只是朋友。
他對我來說只是很好談的網友
他都會把喜怒哀樂都告訴我
我很樂意當個聆聽者。。

朋友。。。
怎麼說呢。。
還是別說得好。
免得發生不必要的事情

家人，
很糟糕的一環
快點到我離開的日子吧。。
我要離開
往更遠的地方飛翔
可以到多遠就多遠
我想，我會放棄進修的機會
因為我好討厭讀書

健康，
這個也是我覺得很糟糕的事情
雖然，有點惡化了
有時候還是很痛，但是我都會熬過去
你知道秀琳說我什麼嗎？？
他居然把我比喻成石頭，他說我比石頭還要堅固
哈哈哈。。。
也許，因為我經曆的都比任何人多
所以很多人說我成熟
比較像姐姐
外表也很像= =
哈哈。。。

覺得自己變了好多
不再是以前那幼稚任性的卉敏。。
已經變得成熟穩重了多。。

離開。。
距離離開的日子不遠了。。
家人，我依然愛你們。
小斌，你依然是我最要好的異性朋友
秀琳，你依然是我的重視聆聽者，也是我最最最要好的朋友。
只要你們隨便一人勒令我回來，我會乖乖就範的
但是，請允許我在我青春年華的時候，讓我過自己想要的生活。
不瞞你們說，因為自己健康的關係，
我時常今天都當成自己的最後一天
因為我害怕哪天我醒不來。
所以，我都很努力完成自己的心願，
因為我不想讓自己又後悔的餘地。。
更不想有任何遺憾。
我每天都在祈禱
我愛的人都過得快樂
哈哈。。
偉男啊。。
記得，有什麽事情都要告訴我。
我幫得到的都會幫。
我還記得自己對你許下的諾言
只要偉男需要卉敏，卉敏都會在你身邊的。只要我還是活著。。

因為我覺得，別人需要我，是件很幸福的事情。
你們說，對不對？
但是相對的，
我會記得別人是如何對待我
好的不好的，我都會記住
如果是不好的，我會選著雙倍還你！
如果是好的，我會用我的一輩子去還你的恩情。。

map of the future

In this huge star
For what reason did we meet
You were looking at the sky weren't you?
Across a thousand times
It's like a melody
Was learnt today

We'll be...
Deep inside your heart
Maybe...
Shining on you
Make your happiness
Putting the constellations in a lamp
And then
I want to deliver it to you
Always
Let's stay together
I want to believe
In our future

"Cause you're not alone"
We'll wrap ourselves around you
Let us protect you
Just the way you are
Resounding in the heart
A score named after you
The best bouquet in the world
The map that points out to tomorrow
Dyed seven colours

Turn the hourglass over
Look at the precious moments
We saw a fleeting distance
Becoming an adult
Is a little scary
We cuddled up to you

Could I...?
Something that we
Should I...?
Can do for you

Imagine for you...
That is to sing
Surely
It will become a harmony
Without a doubt
Change into a miracle
There to welcome you
Was what love said

"Let's walk together"
Sharing our tears and weaknesses
Like a kiss
Connecting this dream
Tightly embracing
Happiness will fall upon you
Like filming a scene
So go with a smile
Wandering in the wind

"Cause you're not alone"
We'll wrap ourselves around you
Let us protect you
Just the way you are

Resounding in the heart
A score named after you
The best bouquet in the world
The map that points out to tomorrow
Dyed seven colours

You're not alone...
You're not alone...
Because you're not alone, so
Spread out the map of the future.....